Wednesday, October 11, 2006
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my parents
i feel bad for rejecting my dad's request to go out with him to tm to buy beef.
i feel so.. don't know... i got this feeling he'll be so sad and lonely.
mayb he doesn't feel this way.. mayb its just that i will feel this way so i think he would feel that way.
but i love him so much. i love my mom so much too.
my dad fetched me home today, and i said no when he asked if i wanted to go out with him to buy beef.
but he wanted to go TM. that's the worst place ever.
i dont know.. mayb its because it's so crowded that i hate it so much. how can people actually walk in that place? mayb i'm too self-conscious.
being so self-conscious isn't good.
but, anyway, i love my family so much. (:
whenever i see my dad cooking alone.. i feel like i want to go accompany him, but these few days, i've been busy studying.
after exams, i'll try my best to cook with him. (:
and its not fair that my mom has to work the whole day and my dad has to look after the house and family the whole day.
its just not fair.. but they spoilt us so much we are so lazy to do housework.
but now i'm starting to wash my own dishes (: i just hate to wash clothes and hang clothes.
i tried ironing, but after i burnt my finger a little i didn't touch it oreddy.
hmm. cooking... i dont really do much when i cook with my dad. besides i dont know how to cook instant noodles.
why does my mom have to work so hard and have no fun..
when im older, if i have the money, i'm going to bring her and my dad overseas to play.
i must make it up to them. for being such nice parents and all. i just love them so much..
yesterday, i came home and i actually wanted to study la. but then, i couldn't concentrate and i started drawing for an hour. then i went to sleep. my dad and sister weren't at home, they went ikea.
and being alone at home isn't great. e house is so quiet and i just can't concentrate and i had this headache every moment i tried to study.. mayb it was because of geography.
so i went to sleep. i slept till around 5.
my dad and sis came home. i watched tv with my sis. my dad says its alright to enjoy urself first because i didn't feel well. he say can study later. so nice right?
then we had to go to the airport to fetch my sister home. she went to japan.
i actually didn't want to go because i wanted to study. but i wasn't in e mood and my dad didn't force me to study. he said 'u should go. its good to go out and take in some fresh air.'
so nice right? but.. it was hazy outside. anyway, i went along. we fetched my younger sister from school after that.
then i came home and studied lor. 7 study till 11 plus.
it was such a good day. if i were to study since afternoon.. i'll cry.
when my mom came home, she was so exhausted.. she came home late last night.. 11 plus.
my dear mommy. :(
she went around saying hi to us and hugging us, then she went straight to bed and fell asleep immediately.
usually she'll come home at around 7 and watch tv and relax, then later at night she'll work somemore from home.
its so unfair that she has to work so hard for us...
always a twemasekian `10:27:00 am
